Thursday, August 26, 2010

Mr +2 Mind in his own words.

We behave, think, speak, imagine etc. based on our perception patterns that we acquire over a long period of life/time. The foundational pattern is set mostly during our womb life and the first 5 years of our post natal(after birth) life. I was very lucky. My parents were healthy. When I was conceived they were in prime health. During my womb life my parents took good care of making sure that I had the best womb life. My parents did not smoke or take drugs. They took healthy food and my mom rested and walked gently making sure that I did not experience any physical j0lts. They listened to soft music and my mom went to bed early.
I had a perfectly healthy womb life(Luckily the womb is such a cushion that most fetuses have a normal womb life). At birth I came out feeling omnipotent and omnipresent.
My mom gave up her job just to take care of me. She dotted on me 24/7. As she was with me all the time and she was such an immense source of constant pleasure I fell in love with her. But as the image in my mind was that I was omnipresent which means that I alone exist I took my mother as my own self. So I associated my mother with my own self and formed a very healthy bond with my own self! I fell in love with my own self.

Gradually I realized that I was not the only person I started off by becoming aware that my mom was another person separate from me. As she was my biggest source of pleasure I fell in love with her. Gradually I realized that there were others. I fell in love with them too. I slowly realized that I was totally helpless and dependent on my parents. As my life was heaven and even more heaven than the constant positive feedback in the womb I gradually started to forget my feelings of omnipotence. As I enjoyed my total dependence on my parents my feelings of omnipotence slowly got pushed deeper and deeper into my unconscious part of the brain and I started feeling pleasure and pride in my humbleness. Being helpless was bringing me pleasure. More real pleasure then my feelings of omnipotence at birth. So I grew humble, totally happy in living in the present.

In the womb life/time became a little uncomfortable as I approached birth. Also in the womb it was dirty and cramped so after birth open spaces, baths, hugs and kisses and even sucking my mom's breasts became a constant thrill. My parents showed me very interesting photos in books and read me stories. Each time my mom read me some beautiful story some candy or toy came out of the book. When I tried to get some candy on my own nothing came out of the book. I soon realized that for goodies to come out I must be able to see the book and somehow recite the story. Boy was I eager to start to do the same as my mom so I could get the toy I wanted. I soon bonded with books and with reading. As I grew older reading became such fun that sometimes I would like to read and my mom would like to read so I had to snatch the book from my mom. Boy what fun I had reading books. Soon I forgot the candy and toy part and enjoyed just reading and learning new stuff. Now I realize that I gave my life/time for life long learning due to my parents bonding me with reading before I bonded with walking. Thus they did not have to tell me to learn, learn, learn and practice, practice and practice to become the best. They did not take away my childhood by telling me that I have to prepare for the future. Thus I did not give up my living in the present to focus on preparing for the future. For most unfortunate one's their childhood life becomes dreaming and fantasizing about the future and their current life becomes secondary. So instead of living in the current real time they live in phony time dreaming about the days when they will become the best. They also feel bad when in class and on the playground they don't come first. Life already becomes miserable. Fortunately I am addicted to studying and learning and I did it for its own sake in fact studying still gives me great pleasure.

I soon discovered taste and flavor. I wanted to hold and play and taste all interesting stuff. I was very eager to move around on my own so that I could get to all this interesting stuff that I wanted to taste and play with. At this stage of my life all I wanted was to read, taste stuff and walk. Now I just wish my parents had also bonded me with some sport and music also.

During my teenage years I studied and learned studied and learned. I came on the top in my class effortlessly thanks to my parents bonding me with reading. By the time I was 20 my life was bliss. I used my life/time as well as you can imagine. I never had any doubts or conflicts with what I wanted. And I mostly got what I wanted. And mostly effortlessly.

When I fell in love with this girl the first thing I did I found out where her father went to pray. I joined the same place of worship. I made sure that I was always praying where he would notice me. I also volunteered at his favorite charity. So I was showing him what kind of person I was(in fact I was really better than that as I love and respect every one and try to help as many people as I can). I soon gained his trust and friendship. In fact it was he who proposed to me to marry his daughter! I said that I would be honored. I was soon married to the love of my life. My father-in-law and me are still best friends.

As soon as my wife came to live with me I looked for the place of worship of the boss of the company I worked for. I joined my bosses place of worship. I made sure that he saw me where I prayed. I volunteered and mentored the Sunday classes at this place. The priest praised my services in front of the whole crowd. Soon me and the boss were having lunches together. He promoted me rapidly and today I am the boss. Because when my boss retired he offered to sell me the company on terms. But I was very honest with him. I gave his company not only my time and full focus I gave his company my life. I worked there as if it was my own company honestly and diligently.

Now I know that all my mental stages developed effortlessly and one stage eased into the next stage. My -2 life was happy. My -1 life was happier(For the child to forget his earlier life the next stage has to be happier or the child longs for the good old days and looses living in the present).

Also my parents never took away my childhood life/time from me. They did not try to fulfill their own dreams by trying to make me the best. As a result I am a down to earth person who knows that I can never have enough knowledge so I am a perpetual learner for its own sake as it gives me pleasure. I think I am blessed and so I don't get offended or angry when others treat me with disrespect. I am happy with my successes with life. I don't need sleeping pills to go to sleep. I even have some original ideas which I share with others for free. I do feel proud and grateful to my parents, my mentors, my friends , my country of birth India and my country of choice America. As I am Mr +2 mind I understand Mother Nature as well as anyone and am grateful that she allowed me to get to know her this close. Today my life is a perpetual dance with Life herself. Every moment is an eternal moment. The only regrets I have is that most others are not at +2. I feel for these such lovely people missing real time/life and missing to dance with life/time herself. I wish I could show them the eternal pleasure that living in real time/life that I am enjoying.

Being a +2 mind not only can I read the lines of life and time I can read in between the lines of life/time. Not only do I know the ropes of life/time I have improved the ropes of life for myself and for generations to come. All this was possible because my parents gave me a wise upbringing. They affectively created in me a healthy mind infrastructure that was projected by a solid brain foundation. So when I take up a task first and foremost I don't take it up as a chore. I do it for pleasure. I bring a research prone +2 mind to all my work; to all my life. As I always try to do the same routine work with better and better insights I sometimes fail. I take every failure as a learning opportunity. I never loose my chances of honing my skills even further. One of my biggest pleasures is listing to what others say and to what they say between the lines as well as what they are really saying. I pay equal attention to the words as well as the silence in between the words. I am so good at this that I can tell when someone is behaving from his brain or mind or from a mixture of both. I can see who is his self image and who is his real self.

I, my mind is in full control of my whole body including my brain. And both my mind and brain are very happy. They work in perfect harmony. When serious attention is required they both work on the same page. In fact while I, my mind is sleeping my brain continues to reflect on the project. In fact all difficult problems are a challenging project; a pleasure and not a problem; an opportunity that I, we(notice how some people call themselves we I guess they are referring to their mind, their true self and brain, their self image, as we) fully enjoy. I can show you and you will follow and know what my life is like but you cannot understand the sheer pleasure of dancing in step with eternity; with Mother Nature herself all the time 24/7. This is like the ecstasy of life that you feel when you are thrilled by some event and even your conscience is proud of you, only in my case I don't need an event to feel like this.

So am I happy all the time? Though I am bottom line happy 24/7 there is a profound sadness that makes me bring tears to my eyes. Why do parents have to force their own unfulfilled dreams on their children. Why ensure the children's mental level to get stuck at +1. Why rob your own child's chance to become wise. Why do they replace the child's real life/time with phony life/time? Why make life focus from an eternal journey now to a secondary life now for the future coming imaginary life. Why take the current real time now and replace it with a secondary time now in hopes of an impossible, never going to happen, future time. Why make the child's image a phony trophy self image? Why pass on your parents mistakes on to your child? Why make your child's life an act, a ceremonial phony pleasure when he can have the real ball of his life with Life herself as the dancing partner. Why...why...why?

ALL YOU +1 AND EVEN -1 MINDS OUT THERE WOULD YOU NOT LIKE TO BECOME +2 AND GO DANCING WITH MS LIFE HERSELF AT THE GREAT BALL THAT TIME THROWS US? WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO LIVE YOUR AUTHENTIC LIFE OR WOULD YOU RATHER REMAIN A SLAVE OF YOUR TROPHY SELF IMAGE.

You have to develop your mind to really get it. I can show you the way and the rest is up to you. At least learn to bring up your children right.

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